Damn tired these days. Teaching basketball la, college stuff la, orientation stuff la, hang outs la, and so so many. Never mind just be that way, one of my friend told me that. Feel quite meaningful. I was wonder how to be a nice guy all the time, nonsense? XD Oh ya, here the orientation coming up next. SWC is going to rock the tarc, wahaha~ But damn headache about the preparation la. Who can help me? but actually alot people are helping me. Hope the orientation can go smoothly without accident, and all the committies can cooperate well with me. XD Dont know what to blog about. So complicated la.
I smell somethng again, what is that? You're droolin, you have a tooth decay, your mouth is open, you're disgusting, what the fuck you eat all the times? Your breathe is stink, what you say is smell like shit! But i tell you what there's not much you could do or say to phase, save your time and get yourself a cigarrete inside your neck to shut your mouth! Sometime i feel like wanna up and call it quits, i feel like i'm surrounded by a wall of bricks and everytime i go to get up a just fall. My life's like one great big ball of shit. I aint dealing with fucking politic, so dont get me into this! Feel like to puke when i think of what had you done. How come you did this to me? Piss Off!
Ok la.. Let be polite and soft! I dont meant to be that rude, people made me! Sorry ya! Hehe! I dont know what to do some more. Seriously, i dont how to blog about relation. haha! Quite strange when wanna blog about this topic. Feel so weird. Ok la, it's nothing la actually. I'm just thinking too much, but i hope there is something between us. UH!! I recall something, I blogged a part before. It's something like, what girlfriend/boyfriend means to one? What is the definition of Girlfriend? It is girlfriend should acconpany you whenever you are in trouble? Or once you make the choice to be girlfreind or boyfreind you tell the whole world you are exclusive and are commited to a relationship? It's that? Or a relation means that you should gain, through time, respect and monogomy with the person your with, based on a deep emotional connection. It obviously includes only sleeping with that person, but that type of thing shouldn't need to be addressed? Or having a girlfriend is some kind of truly loving each other, wanting to spend the rest of life together? When i read the blog again, i realize that girlfriend is nothing, the important thing is could you find a right feeling for yourself? The right feeling you should spent your life with it. I tell you what, if you found it you should grab it, dont let it slip away from your eyes. Cause you will cry for that aftermath. Im going to cry sooner. LOL! Be patient Laze. maybe that is what you need to do i think. Laze ar Laze, why har? Why everything like going in uncertain.
